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Miss being monster

2017-10-24 17:18:56 by KILLY12

It's not a matter of if I can do this

I have to

It's scary thinking how long I'll have to go without her

Buy it's not like I have a choice

Things won't get better with her

And living without her isn't the fix either

But it's her solution, so I have to deal with it


2017-10-15 03:50:26 by KILLY12

She moves on with her life

As if I never existed

Forget 8 years of someone shed talk to from the moment she woke up, to the moment she fell asleep

Am I that disposable?


No matter what, I cant bother her anymore

She wants me gone, so I'm gone.

2312683_150805412312_022715.jpghere, a lesbian oragy I half drew out of boredom to distract you

I am the enemy

2017-10-11 16:02:14 by KILLY12

I keep giving myself bad advice

Telling myself I'm too weak for this shit

Keep hurting myself with thought I know I should stay away from

My problem

2017-10-08 05:18:08 by KILLY12

Every guy she meets, she compares to me.

Everything he does wrong, she thinks of how I would've done it right

When no one else understands her, she knows I would

I used to be her counselor, now I'm the subject of her counseling meetings.

I am the perfect man no woman is ready for, but I am flawed and she knows this.


2017-10-08 02:56:52 by KILLY12

Well I don't really have anywhere else to go. Only other communit I have is a porn site full of Trans guy, anti social lesbians, and dudes that keep sending me dick pics. I'm still losing my mind, but such c'est la vie. All you can do is hold it in and pretend everything's ok until you snap and hurt everyone you love.


2017-02-21 17:57:39 by KILLY12

Person: "I feel like no one cares about me"

Same person: *ignores the one person that's going out of their way to give you help*

Now its just a cry for attention

Now I don't know if i can believe any of he bad things she says shes been though

Not like i can ask her nor can I tell the people she's possibly lying to about it

She wants to pretend damsel in distress. I'll still be waiting

Love and support

2017-02-21 14:21:43 by KILLY12

Everyone show @owlgirl387 some love and support, because I can't

I worry about her

She's like a little sister to me

But as of now I'm not allowed to contact her


2017-02-21 04:27:13 by KILLY12

I'm sitting here destroying myself over the wellbeing of someone who could care less if I don't wake up tomorrow

I'm going back and forth over to try and be a good friend, or if we were ever friends

The whole thing could just be another cry for attention

Her baiting the next guy to use to pass time

It doesn't matter

Not like there's anything i can do

Nothing matters

I'm here just to waste space and time, and I can't stop myself


2017-02-21 03:00:46 by KILLY12

It feels like to the people I care about most, I matter less

It doesn't matter how much I worry about them or try to help, its nothing in comparison to a stranger saying some half hearted shit

All the things I used to say that meant the world to them, is just annoying now

I guess that was when I was a stranger

Tines have changed

Family only means allot to me

Now its too late


2017-02-20 15:49:59 by KILLY12

Some people are here to make life easier for others

Its not the life I've been forced into, its just what I'm good at

I'm always going to be there for my loved ones, whether they'll do the same for me or not