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It's not a matter of if I can do this
I have to
It's scary thinking how long I'll have to go without her
Buy it's not like I have a choice
Things won't get better with her
And living without her isn't the fix either
But it's her solution, so I have to deal with it
She moves on with her life
As if I never existed
Forget 8 years of someone shed talk to from the moment she woke up, to the moment she fell asleep
Am I that disposable?
No matter what, I cant bother her anymore
She wants me gone, so I'm gone.
here, a lesbian oragy I half drew out of boredom to distract you
I keep giving myself bad advice
Telling myself I'm too weak for this shit
Keep hurting myself with thought I know I should stay away from
Every guy she meets, she compares to me.
Everything he does wrong, she thinks of how I would've done it right
When no one else understands her, she knows I would
I used to be her counselor, now I'm the subject of her counseling meetings.
I am the perfect man no woman is ready for, but I am flawed and she knows this.
Well I don't really have anywhere else to go. Only other communit I have is a porn site full of Trans guy, anti social lesbians, and dudes that keep sending me dick pics. I'm still losing my mind, but such c'est la vie. All you can do is hold it in and pretend everything's ok until you snap and hurt everyone you love.
Person: "I feel like no one cares about me"
Same person: *ignores the one person that's going out of their way to give you help*
Now its just a cry for attention
Now I don't know if i can believe any of he bad things she says shes been though
Not like i can ask her nor can I tell the people she's possibly lying to about it
She wants to pretend damsel in distress. I'll still be waiting
Everyone show @owlgirl387 some love and support, because I can't
I worry about her
She's like a little sister to me
But as of now I'm not allowed to contact her
I'm sitting here destroying myself over the wellbeing of someone who could care less if I don't wake up tomorrow
I'm going back and forth over to try and be a good friend, or if we were ever friends
The whole thing could just be another cry for attention
Her baiting the next guy to use to pass time
It doesn't matter
Not like there's anything i can do
I'm here just to waste space and time, and I can't stop myself
It feels like to the people I care about most, I matter less
It doesn't matter how much I worry about them or try to help, its nothing in comparison to a stranger saying some half hearted shit
All the things I used to say that meant the world to them, is just annoying now
I guess that was when I was a stranger
Tines have changed
Family only means allot to me
Now its too late
Some people are here to make life easier for others
Its not the life I've been forced into, its just what I'm good at
I'm always going to be there for my loved ones, whether they'll do the same for me or not