I'm sitting here destroying myself over the wellbeing of someone who could care less if I don't wake up tomorrow

I'm going back and forth over to try and be a good friend, or if we were ever friends

The whole thing could just be another cry for attention

Her baiting the next guy to use to pass time

It doesn't matter

Not like there's anything i can do

Nothing matters

I'm here just to waste space and time, and I can't stop myself