So for those who read my previus post I'll like to let you know that I really ment my inspiration. I've been loosing idea for drawings.
Also I joined the anime club at my school. It's pretty good but I air there with nothing to draw and watching anime.
God I need something to draw

My inspiration has lost hope. She doesn't care anymore.
"one who doesn't care, is one who shouldn't be."
she doesn't care on how she look, caries herself, who what happens to her.
It's like she's been raped.
Should I leave her or continue and hope she'll get out of this depresion.

Fuck I'm bored with nothing to do, no games to play, no band, no ideas to draw, nothing on tv, Internet is and porn is getting boring, dreams are boring... Damn I suck

WinterCon's coming to Chicago and I'm goin'
don't realy know if this is big news or not
wonder what should I look for their
"so am I gonn go in there coughing, or am I gonna go in there a man?"

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"Lookin', for a new kind of lover
and not a girl made of rubber
some one, who makes me feel the way I wanna feel, and tells me all the things I wanna hear,
and make me loose control, and makes me go insane,
I Want A Girl...
That does cocaine."

I've been trying to grow my hair long my holl life.
When I was born my hair was long but my sister was finaly alawed to use shart cysores (fuck spelling)
and that I tried again but was to lazy to colm it.
After I finaly desided to take care of it my hair stop growing righ
hair grows longer in somespot and slowly grow in some.
After I had a mowhowk (oh how I still miss it) the sides seem to grow evenly now.
The top grows faster but I think if I keep it short for a while it grow evenly finaly

what do you think

GOD I can't wait to get my Gibson Zv.
I wish I could get an all white one but the trditional bullseye is good

anyway I broke the top e string on both of my guitars.
I don't know how l, it just did

I haven't seen myself in the mirror in like forevar.
I was suprised the way I look not.
Pretty damn hansum.
Need a shave tho
anyway, got some new comic ideas and hope one of 'em go threw

God I hate winters.
The long cold day with no sun or freedom.
Can't do nothing cause it's to cold and the lack of sun leaves me with no energy and feel a little depressed.

Can't wait for the summer
I'm gonna get a skirt and I don't give a fuck