Its weird

Feels as if returning to your childhood home

Seeing your former self as you left them

Stepping back into that position

Seeing how much you've grown since then

Seeing how much you've changed.

Feels as if I'm gotten to old for newgrounds though

Don't want to fall back into old habits

Years later: i didn’t forget, I didn’t move on. 

It's not a matter of if I can do this

I have to

It's scary thinking how long I'll have to go without her

Buy it's not like I have a choice

Things won't get better with her

And living without her isn't the fix either

But it's her solution, so I have to deal with it

She moves on with her life

As if I never existed

Forget 8 years of someone shed talk to from the moment she woke up, to the moment she fell asleep

Am I that disposable?

No matter what, I cant bother her anymore

She wants me gone, so I'm gone.

here, a lesbian oragy I half drew out of boredom to distract you

I keep giving myself bad advice

Telling myself I'm too weak for this shit

Keep hurting myself with thought I know I should stay away from

Every guy she meets, she compares to me.

Everything he does wrong, she thinks of how I would've done it right

When no one else understands her, she knows I would

I used to be her counselor, now I'm the subject of her counseling meetings.

I am the perfect man no woman is ready for, but I am flawed and she knows this.

Well I don't really have anywhere else to go. Only other communit I have is a porn site full of Trans guy, anti social lesbians, and dudes that keep sending me dick pics. I'm still losing my mind, but such c'est la vie. All you can do is hold it in and pretend everything's ok until you snap and hurt everyone you love.

Person: "I feel like no one cares about me"

Same person: *ignores the one person that's going out of their way to give you help*

Now its just a cry for attention

Now I don't know if i can believe any of he bad things she says shes been though

Not like i can ask her nor can I tell the people she's possibly lying to about it

She wants to pretend damsel in distress. I'll still be waiting

Everyone show @owlgirl387 some love and support, because I can't

I worry about her

She's like a little sister to me

But as of now I'm not allowed to contact her

I'm sitting here destroying myself over the wellbeing of someone who could care less if I don't wake up tomorrow

I'm going back and forth over to try and be a good friend, or if we were ever friends

The whole thing could just be another cry for attention

Her baiting the next guy to use to pass time

It doesn't matter

Not like there's anything i can do

Nothing matters

I'm here just to waste space and time, and I can't stop myself