I'm fucked up in the head.

I've became real fuck up mother fucker over the year. I'm loosing will to continue on with plans, mintaly scarred, and many more. I created many characters to escape these problem but now I see and plane to decrease the use of them.

Guess the 3 people on ng I am and you'll get...
Shit

My new school has a strict dress code but I've been tryingto find new ways to have freedom and still stay in the rules.

First I tried my suit vest, it was ok until the fallowers got their dads and they made me stop.
Next I tried drawing on my tie, but they know the fallowers will pick up on that too so can't do it, buteveryone like my ties and I'm about to sell them. $5 a tie plus 6$ for the custom design.

How does that sound?

Yeah I said it and I don't give a fuck.
If my life has meaning than I'll die the way I was planed and everyone will be happy.
If theirs anything I'm missing out on screw it.
One who doesn't care shouldn't be.
If you want to kill me go head
take this life
I'm right here.
Goodbye friends (lol, I have friends here)

I'm thinking of striping In a club after high school.

Anyway, I'm getting pissed off by all of these fallowers. Everything I do, the people I live around fallow and it ends up popular by the world.

For the summer on gonna get a man skirt and see if that picks up.

I gots 1600 ms points for my xbox but I'm not sure if I should get guilty gear x2 or not or just blow it on songs for guitar hero.

Is guilty gear better than a bunch of awesome hard guitar solos

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Because my psychologist (I mean the other me) said that it would be good to blog total bull shit to ferther exersize my god complex by feeding people bull shit like other gods, expesioly to the ones I love. So here's some bull shit
(note: all of this is bull shit)

To the one I love:
it kills me becouse I care for you, but you don't want me too.

To my friends:
your domb asses and I don't even belong with the world you live in and you notice it but hide it because you fear it.

To the world:
fuck your god, your lies, and you alusions.

If you did read this, I'm searius about the Messege to the world so...

if so, where the fuck did it go that fast

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I just did some crap and got this.
He ugly ain't he