Well since my friend has seemed to have gone away I dont have to be 100% cheery. Now Im can bitch about stuff, do some more bitching, and bitch even more. So here comes my bitching.

To begin, Im a future fuck up. There is no future for me in this life. My home is filled with filthy, ugly, disgraces to the human name and this is what Im stuck with. Im the only human born in hell with a gang of demons surrounding me. And I'm always confused and put into the same statistics as them. I cant get any job, my hopeless dream for freedom impedes me conforming to labor or a desk job, college comes to be more and more useless to me, and my dream is to run naked through the forest that I live in and make music. Why do I live in this life? How can some almighty expect a good future for me? Is hell all that I get? Am I doomed to be trapped here?
And again why?
Why?

So I has a Squire Stratocaster. I wanna know if its a fake or not. I think some people are out there making them but I'm not sure how to tell the fakes. Its pretty cheap in all ways but I'm sure didn't have an expensive price wherever it was bought. I got it as a gift and dont know where its from.

So...
Fake or I should never buy a cheap Squire?

also this isn't mine

Ok, so I'm working on a song now. Im pretty sure this will actually get done this time. I got FL studio on my laptop but have little idea of how to use it it. Cant find any drum sample or anything but I guess youtube has yet to give me a good tutorial yet.

I'll post as much as have done soon and the final product will follow after.

This is from my moms xoom tablit. I'm pretty sure I spelled tabkit wrong but well not I'm sure it doesn't have muh of a spell check. Its pretty good if you don't do much typing. I still want a us less I pad though

Well shit has been getting better. I might be getting a new guitar, hopefully a good one.

Well my mom got a new Xoom tablet. I'm kinda pissed because she has an iPhone 4, a big ass laptop, and now this. All I got is this tiny netbook and an old ipod touch. She hardly needs this shit but she never gives them to me. Right now she's bitching about the tablet. When she gave me this 10 inch screen laptop I was grateful. The thing that pisses me off the most is that she gave away her other crappy tablet to my sister. NONE OF THESE PEOPLE USES THEIR SHIT!!!!!
Why do the undeserved get what I've been working so hard to prove worthy of

Now the less important part of my life. Normally I'd save all my money and spend it on Games but now its going straight to guitar shit. Was gonna get $70 and pre-order the new Saints Row but my friends said he'd sell me his guitar for $50. I dont know what it looks like but when I googled it 3 different guitars came up. If its the one I hope it is, Im getting it. If not... We'll find out.

I've been playing xbox 360 for a few years. Its getting boring. All I play really is fighting and racing games. I need some shooters.

I don't listen to this kind of stuff but this chorus is addicting

I've finally got it. $76+$10+$35= My god damn pickup.
My guitar is a happy peace of wood now and so am I. Sounds great, got some expensive strings thats starting to piss me off, and I'm getting back to work on a 2 songs.

WHOOOOT

So I got a slim Xbox and thid sucks because I can't use my old hardrive. Now I'm fucked because I need my old shit. Fuck

Also 9\16